We are still waiting to hear results.

I no longer expect to hear from Dr. Sutphin tonight, I am hopeful to wake up to great news.

Going through this week of waiting, and then again this long day of waiting, I can hear my dear friend Nilsa’s voice when she received some not so great news about her health, and made the comment that she guessed that God needed her to learn something.  I remember stepping back and appreciating how positive her outlook was and how strong her faith was.  I have always remembered that moment.

So, I am taking this in that same light.  The waiting however, is just brutal.  I am so confident that Jorden is fine, I just want to hear the words, the confirmation.  I wanted Jorden to feel that reassurance tonight, and sleep with his body at peace.

There must be a lesson in today.